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Who Knows
04:37 Apr 01 2008
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Have you ever wondered what is the point of searching for that certain someone? I do all the time but in so long of waiting or looking it just letting things happen nothing does. Everyone says don't look for someone when the time is right it will happen. No it wont if you don't look you are not going to find anyone after a while you become standoffish and that sucks too. Then you get depressed because there just never seems to be anyone out there that wants you everyone is so busy trying to find the best one that they are passing up the best one thinking this one is good but if she is so good there has to be something out there that is even better. Like that old saying nice guys finish last it is so true I don't know a bitch who is not surrounded by men and a nice girl that is being tossed aside for the bitch. Some times I wonder do any of us really know when we have a good thing staring us in the face or are we all just to busy to really look and see what is there. I have known some wonderful men that seem to always be looking for the right one and even dated one because I though finally found a nice guy but like most he fell for someone else and let me know that it wasn't me that I just didn't challenge him enough I didn't argue with him and ended up with, yep you got it, a bitch who cheated on him with most of his friends and then left him. I don't understand the need to argue I hate conflict and if there is no cause to argue then I would rather not. I like to sit down and talk about things and work it out. But guess that is why I am still waiting to find that one nice guy who is going to look at me and say finally someone who is nice that is going to love me as much as I love her someone to share a life with not just take what I have to give. Oh well enough of this rant for now I suppose I am more then likely going to put more in here soon enough. Getting tired of waiting for what seems to be untouchable and that is the dream of finding a man who sees me for me and not a stepping stone.

COMMENTS

fallenangelV
05:19 Apr 02 2008

Sis I completely understand where you are coming from

evildollbj
05:54 Apr 05 2008

WELL SWEETHEART I KNOW YOU WILL FIND THAT SOMEONE YOU SEARCH FOR I KNOW THIS BECAUSE I WAS THE SAME WAY AT ONE TIME.

evildollbj
05:57 Apr 05 2008

WELL SWEETHEART I KNOW YOU WILL FIND THAT SOME ONE YOU LONG FOR I KNOW THIS BECAUSE I WAS IN THE SAME BOAT AS YOU ARE AND I FOUND SOME ONE.I WILL KEEP YOU IN MY PRAYERS.